i just cant get enough.

-THE SHOW-
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
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1. today is the last day of term one. meaning HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
2. GREAT SINGAPORE SALE has also started. :)
3. miss clara poon is going to further her studies in sydney so new maths teacher and new form teacher. well, i'm going to miss her. seriously.
4. i want to go to PASAR MALAM!
5. i should be packing and checking my luggage now and getting ready to go airport and fly to japan and will be coming back and the 4 june. but no, i am stuck at home now.
6. damn it, i hate h1n1.
7. there is already one case is singapore for the h1n1.
8. i miss my bff<3
9. homeworks are flooded in my bag.
10. i dont know. i dont know. i dont know.

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i just dont know why.

haha! see the long long and curly curly hair? miss the old times. anyway, school is normal normal normal normal normal.

1. did our 'e-buku' storyline and we act as if we are making a real production. haha!
2. brought honey crips to school and EVERYONE IN CLASS gave it a try and they say it is super super nice.
3. i dont know why but i think the guys in my class doesnt like miss w. haha. they make a lot of noise when she is teaching and even when she is teaching, the guys will just walk around as if there is no teacher.
4. i think i want to go SP. haha.
5. now i know why the guys in my class like to disturb xm cause disturbing xm is super super super SUPER fun. really.

well, i think i should tell what happened[point number 5]. you know, xm is the kind of person who cant stand people cutting the queue so during assembly, since there is no space and we ALWAYS sit infront during assembly, i asked ifa and fatin to just sit in front of xm. xm started to get pissed off and shouted at ifa and fatin. then we all disturb her,asking her to keep quiet and she just shouted back saying '' shut your f@#$%^& mouth.'' we cant stand her and we shouted back at her also. then i sang loudly during the school song and xm said that i am 'blasting her ear drums'. as if xm voice is SO NICE. then she slept during the talk and we threw erasers at her. haha. what a fun day. i think xm is super pissed of with us. but its okay. [smile smile]

where oh where?

isnt fatin the prettiest? hahaha! just kidding fatin. her shirt is so GLAMOROUS.

when to a talkshow called 'JUS' at mediacorp with the 4 pm people yesterday and guess what?! I SAW THE ONLY HOTTEST AND CUTEST SUZHAIRI SUMARI. and goddamn it. he is super duper hot, i swear. but unfortunately, he is nowhere to be found when we want to take pictures with him. i swear my heart broke into a million pieces and i dont know why but i think adham hate suzhairi cause he kept critisizing him. naughty adham. haha! and hell yeah, it is super fun. *grin grin*

those who want to watch the encore telecast, it is on wednesday,[i dont know what time] at suria channel. and spot me if you can. i sat beside hurul. thank you.

since we cant take photo with suzhairi, we took with maiya rahman. damn, she is

gorgeous.

haha! look at adham[beside me]. dont ask me cause i dont know what he is doing.

esty, hurul and diana. <33

iskandar[in white] want to take picture at the mediacorp sign real badly. so we took with him.

HAHA!

alia, adham and diana. and hasri at the back.

this picture is damn damn damn funny.just look at iskandar and adham. HAHA!

took by adham. damn, he is a 'good' photographer. just kidding.

OH MY GOD! hurul esty and i cant sleep well at night because of the photos on top and at

the bottom. you look carefully and spot something at the stairs. but it is not what you guys

think it is. but really. it looked so real and scary right?

and again. just stare at this photo for 2 mins and i swear you cant sleep well. haha!

group photo :)

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i missed you guys. [4 pm peoplessssss]

its alright, its okay.

[ignore the first picture, something wrong with my comp.]

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GUESS WHAT?! KRIS ALLEN IS THE NEW AMERICAN IDOL FOR SEASON 8 !!!

yeah, of course i feel bad for adam lambert cause really, his voice is super super nice and he is super super handsome and hot. even the muttons from 98.7 fm support adam lambert.but then, kris allen is better right? haha! kris allen is TEN THOUSAND MILLION TIMES more hotter and macho right? even though he has a girlfriend already but who cares? haha! i love KRIS ALLEN. <3

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THE NEXT THING,well, happy belated 15th birthday to adha :) omg omg omg. you're a year older now,dude.well, i dont have any other pictures other than the one on top. FYI, that photo is super long already. last year if im not wrong. during night cycling. haha! ohh yeah. adha is a super good friend. [smile smile]

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so yesterday went to pasir laba camp to see my brother's POP from the specialist course or something. the parade was super super super cool. i'll upload the video one fine day. and damn, army boys are hot. haha! except for my brother of course. just kidding, bro! :)

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i'm watching 'drop out' now. an indonesia film. you know what? indoneasian guys are super super hot. i want to marry an indoneasian guy one day. haha! ben joshua are super hot. not just because he's name is ben JOSHUA, of course. but really he is super cute. i recommeng the show even though i havent finish watching it. :)

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what can you hold on to?

if you fall,i will catch.

i love THE BIGGEST LOSER show. hahaha! so how's life, lovely people? good? not good? okay? not okay? fun? not fun? okay, stop it. oh yeah. [for the malayyysss] have you heard the advertisment song, anugerah bintangku by hyrul,eka and alif? i think it is supersupersuper damn nice. go and listen to it.

isnt it like super nice? i llooovvveee it.

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mid-year examinations 2009 has officially OVER. feel so nice huh like exams are FINALLY over. just now was art and listening comprehension. my final art piece turn out to be super nice. haha. just kidding. while waiting for art to finish, i communicate with angelee. it was super funny because we got caught by two teachers.

angelee : diana,[show her artpiece]
diana : *turn around* *smile*
ms CHONG : hello ah girl! face the front. you think art can communicate huh? even though its
art, you still cant communicate,y'know.
mr loh : [with the use of microphone] face the front! if you talk somemore, i tear your papers.

i was not embarrassed cause there's no one in the GYM. art was 3h and other papers are only

2h or 2h 30min.

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'kau mana punya?' 'aku TANJONG punya.'

haha! just kidding. i'm not from tanjong. i'm from bukit batok. ^.^ just kidding.

accompanied my mother to tanjong pagar[now you know why ^.^] to send my spoiled camera. it cost $91 for repairing and i can only collect it after 10 days. its next friday. what the hell? if i ever go to japan, i have to use my brother's and his camera screen is like smaller compare to mine. i hate small screen cameras. after we have sent the camera, went to famous amos to meet my cousin. bought donut empire and all the donuts are super tempting so i bought a dozen of it. haha!

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tmr, school is back to normal and we are only allowed to go home at 2:15. i hate school. i prefer exams. and i bet miss poon is going to give us more more more maths homework. tmr, there's japan meeting. i reaalllyy hope that we can still go even though there are 135 cases of h1n1 in japan.

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in the world of fantasy, will you marry me?
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i'm goinggggg japan!

helllloooo there! how's life weirdo? haha! guess what guees what gguueeesssss what?

japan trip was cancelled and NOW, it is back ON, babehhh. hhahaha! how wonderful is that? oh my @#$%ing god. i can't believe it. i am superduper shocked when mr bambang called our name and just now, we had a japan meeting and they say that we are goinngggg! yabedabedoooo!

so here's the detail :

29th may 2009-4th june 2009

10:00 p.m[on the 29.05.2009]

changi international airport,terminal 3.

i guess eng theng and edward is not a bad luck person after all. just kidding. to those who want to send me to the airport, feel free to do so. and we have to do alot of things before going to japan.

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okayyyy, enough of japan. just now was maths paper 1. i dont know what's wrong with the teachers nowadays. like why in the world do you have to set up difficult papers? do you want all the students to fail? and when we fail, you scold us. maths paper 1 was quite difficult. i slept when i was half-way doing the paper and miss chong[or is it mrs?] woke me up.

ms chong:*knock on the table*

me : *wake up*

ms chong: do your papers! how can you sleep during your exam?are you sick?

me : *shake head*

i mean, you cant blame me. all the numbers make my eyes,close. next time, if you dont want me to sleep, dont give any maths equation. ^.^

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now, i'm only left with POA PAPER, MALAY LISTENING COMPREHENSION AND ART. and after that, i can EENNNJJJOOOYYYY and get excited for the japan trip. i dont want to get my results back before the japan trip because mom say that if i failed any of the subjects, i can only bring SGD $OO.5O to japan. haha. wth?

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waiting for my thin brother to come back from school and then i'm off to swimming. with rohani <33>

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gueesss what erdina<33>

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-shut up and let me go.-

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marry me, romeo.

isn't coke the nicest drink ever? okay... so HI weirdos. haha! today is the 12th of may 2009

and i had maths paper 2 and physics paper just now. physics was okay but maths[!!!!!], i dont even want to talk bout it. all i can say is that i've lost 18 marks for maths. wonderful huh? and the most wonderful thing that happened to today is I WENT TO SCHOOL LATE. isn't that just wonderful. i woke up at 7 and i continue to sleep because i thought that school was supposed to start at 0825 because its tuesday right? but no! i called rohani and fatin and both told me that school start at the normal timing. so what do i do? i went to the toilet, brush my teeth and then took a good one minute shower then took an un-ironed uniform and rush to school. and the fuunnnyyy thing is that A LOT of hillgrovians are late too. and mr mustaffa kept shouting and scolding us. thank god lutfi,wei jie,thomas and liyar are late too. okay, so we have to write down reasons why we're late. i didn't because i have no ggooddd reason but then wei jie wrote something funny. she wrote : 'someone fainted on the bus'. HAHAHA! what a lame joke. oh ya. i brought my baby photos to school and i showed esty our primary school malay dance photos. i swear that i was laughing to head off. after school,went straight home and have i ever mentioned that zi hao is the most funniest person ever?

zi hao : diana, the physics paper quite easy right?

diana : yeahh. okay luh. not bad. you studied for physics?

zi hao : haha! ya. i study.

diana : wow! impressive. but how was maths? i studied for maths also?

zi hao : maths difficult uh!i only do 3 questions. the mangoes, the hampers and factorisation.

diana : YA YA! MATHS WAS SUPER DIFFICULT. but for physics, you know the 5 marks

question? where you need to draw the diagram?

zi hao : ya ya.

diana : i didnt do that one leh. i dont even understand. you got do?

zi hao : no.

wth ? he said that it was easy and he didnt even do it. haha! i love zi hao luh. the funniest guy ever. ^.^

romeo,take me somewhere we can be alone.

stupid quiz.

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
: erm, neck?

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
: this morning? i couldnt remember. lol.

3. Who was the last person you took picture with?
: joshua ang? haha. just kidding. my brother.

4. Would you consider to be spoilt?
: yeah. a liltle bit.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
: no,if its painful.

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
: ddddduuuuuuhhhhhhhhh. many.

7. Do you want someone dead?
: no! are you nuts ?!

8. Whats does your last message says
: 'makne kau kau onli person go?' -by afiq

9. What are you thinking right now?
: what im going to wear later when i go out.

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?
: yeah. who? JOSHUA ANG OF COURSE. <3

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
: erm 8? i had an early night yesterday.

12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you’re wearing now?
: omfg. im wearing my madrasah uniform. you want?

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
: yeah. joshua ang is always on my mind.

14. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.
One : erdina
Two : terenjit
Three : rohani
Four : faadhil
Five : nabihah
Six : adha
Seven : sabreena
Eight : darren pang
Nine : vinia
Ten : sean tan sheng han

16. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
: no one? he broke up already :(

17. Is 3 a female/male?
: erm both can? just kidding. girl luh BODOH!

18. If 7 and 10 get together , will that be a good thing?
: OMFG. i dont know. maybe? but i dont think they have ever
talk to each other luh. so weird.


19. What is number 1 studying about?
: she cannot study. confirm she will forget one. hahhaa!

20. Is number 4 single?
: haha! yes. i think he's soon going to be attached to ____________. haha!

21. Say something about number 5.
: the most noisiest girl in the whole wide world. omg.

22. What do you think of number 4 & 6 together?
: faadhil and adha? are you crazy? even though faadhil is a gay, he can only be
with udin cause they are gay partners. just kidding.

23. Describe number 9.
: a super lame person. but she is super prettyyy and hotttt. ^.^

24. What will you do if 6 & 7 fight?
: call police! bodoh, i dont think they will ever fight luh.

25. Do you like number 8?
: no, i love him. cause i love his name. DARREN PANG PING PONG PUNG. haha!

going out later to celebrate mother's day. oh ya, i went to madrasah just now and guess what? afiq is not there. i swear to the god that i'm not going to talk to him.

and and and.

joshua ang said that he want to marry me tomorrow.

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chloe,dont jealous ahhhh. he really said that to me. he say that i'm more of his type compare to you. hahah!

just kidddinnggggg. i love you luh chloe. but i love joshua ang more. <3333333

updates

1. the chinese guys in my class love to play with my post-it so much that on the floor, it is full of my post-it that i have to clean it MYSELF.


2. monday is a school holiday.


3. sabreena and vinia is the most lamest person.


4. mothers' day is in 2 days time and when i asked my mum what she would like she replied HAPPILY : "i want to ride the singapore flyers." -.-


5. terenjit singh a/l makhan singh is the most funniest person in the whole entire universe.


6. tan sheng han sean is the biggest fattest loser.


7. amali went to shaved off his eyebrow and now his eyebrow are gone. just kidding. he shaved 3 cm off his thick eyebrow. wtf? it is super ugly can?


8. chloe likes joshua ang also. [WTF] but never mind, i LOVE joshua ang. [haha! too bad]


9. soufong learnt to speak malay and she learnt 3 things. 'pala buto', 'budak-budak' and 'tumpang lalu'. haha!


10. lastly, answer this question. IS FIQKRI DEAD? i know this is super mean but i am just wondering.

i mean, he hasnt been coming to school for the past 2 months? and when i asked him he said that he has 'officially dropped out of school'. what the @#$% ? but never mind. no one cares also. hope you are going to succeed in life WITHOUT education,dumbass.

birthday wishes.

hey hi hello big fat losers. just kidding. one week has gone and i'm still surviving. exams are here and i can still cope with it. haha! oh well, this is what secondary school girl have to go through right? well, malay paper 1 and 2,english paper 1 and social studies has be thrown out of my mind cause they're over. haha! what a burden. and just now was malay paper 2 and social studies. @#$% both papers can? what the hell in the world is 'tercorot' and when i asked all my friends, they put 'terencat' and i put 'terendah'. omfg. can malay be any difficult? and i'm sure im going to flunk my peribahasa. and for social studies you can @#$% the sbq. i dont even know what the hell are they talking about can? and what in the world is praticize? arrrgggghhhhh.




happy 15th birthday to my dearest ahmad shereefuddin <3>[08.05]
you are the most funniest person i've ever known and even though fatin and i tried our very best not to talk to you for one single day,its just sooo hard. and thanks for letting me to touch your 'babat' everyday. i lovelovelove you udin <3



AND ALSO happy 24th birthday to my dearest sister <33> [07.05]
gueesss what sister? you are now 24 years old. omfg. that is so old. stop going out and go find a boyfriend so that you can marry quickly.haha. just kidding. ilovelovelove you sister <33



AND ALSO happy *insert age* birthday to my dearest mr naz <3> [07.05]

haha! the kambing teacher. i still do not know why people call you kambing but it still sounds nice so i also decided to call you kambing,kambing. haha! the most fun fun fun teacher ever. even though you are the most irratating teacher who love to step on student's shoe, you are still fun. [too bad i cannot say that i love mr naz cause later people think we have student-teacher relationship. haha!]

happpy labour day!

arrgggghhhh! i miss my longlong hair.

anyway, since today there is no school today, my mum and dad

ask the three of us[me,my fat,small brother and thin,small brother]

where we want to go today. and my dumb brothers say that they

want to go west coast park to play frisbee. i know,i am shocked too.

i mean of all things,why frisbee? so my mum and dad agreed to and

i quickly make up excuses like i need to stay at home and study since

exams are around the corner but at last, when my mum found out

that my both dumb brothers didnt complete their homework, the

lame plan has been cancelled. yay yay yay! and know, the three of

us are stuck at home while our lovely parents are at [idk where],

having a blastful time. but tmr, maybe i'm going out with bffs<3.

talking about bffs,i am so proud of bff rohani. because she has just

expressed her love to this guy whom she is crazy about. seriously,

both me and erdina didnt expect that she will do that that's why

we are so proud of her. i love you rohani! but i know you love

________ more.

where are where is my prince charming?

while everyone is crazy falling in love,

here i am without any guy to love.

but hey,lets look at the bright side,

at least i can concentrate fully on my

studies. besides falling in love now

is not the right time although im

jealous of my friends. :(